Silence

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Silence

I did it again, I'm such a mistake
No longer tracking the promises I break
I told you, my friend, my secret from hell
I trusted my passion you would never tell

Secret betrayed, now everyone sees
I can't hide the scars, the wounds, my disease
I love you, I hate you, forgive what we're sharing
My family, my friends, I hate you for caring

Misunderstood, confused, alone
There is nothing wrong with it, no need to atone
But sometimes I dream of cutting until death
Slicing windpipe to ribbons, deny me of breath

Why couldn't someone else have been me
Someone who would love the things that I see
Appreciates the love and beauty that surrounds
A stranger in my own skin, violently silent