Click

Click

Click, click, it starts up again
A pulse, a needle, an impending sense of dread
Tick, tick, a nervous little twitch
Finger on the trigger, and I'm feeling pretty sick
I feel sick

Yeah, I've got the sickness
Deep within my soul
I feel sick
Yeah, I've got the sickness
I swear to you
It's out of control

Bullet in the chamber, muzzle to the brain
Finger on the plunger, needle in the vein
Emptyness and loneliness, the only fate for man
Salvation in destruction, that is the master plan
I feel sick

Yeah, I've got the sickness
Deep within my soul
I feel sick
Yeah, I've got the sickness
I swear to you
It's out of control

Life is a lie
Wake up before you die
Click
Click
Sick
Die

Claustrostrophic

Claustrostrophic

My heart pounds out a funeral march
Wound up like a twenty year itch
Hear the bells peal my final days
Lock me tight
Stay the night
The ephemeral fear flows out my heart

Fallen into the cold rock bottom
Face first into the light at tunnel's end
Now I know that the hero really is dead
Pased away so long ago
Living on without a soul
The world has been turned on its side

Thoughts go jumbled in a mesh
Chest exploding from abstract terror
Crippled into this chair of fear and hate
I can't stand the sun
The big yellow bus
Hide away in the dark of the moon

Book Finally Released!

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Comments issue

Hey all, just wanted to let you know that the issue with comments has been fixed (or so they say). Now, if you have a regular Blogger account, you can comment without having to use "Other", and I can comment on your blogs too! Of course, if you DON'T have a Blogger account, you can always comment as either "Other" or "Anonymous".

Splitting The Adam

I decided to move last nights post to my new side project blog. I added a link over there to the right of the screen to the other blog, enjoy! And yes, they do look exactly alike, because I copied the template from one to the other. Woot!

Mega Post!

Well, I wrote a bunch that I haven't shared yet, so I thought I'd put a few up at once. I could save these, and put them up one at a time, with a few days between each, but what fun would that be??? Enjoy! :)

Remember that (for the time being) to comment you must mark "Other" and put your name and site in manually. Hopefully this will be resolved soon...

Fall

Fall

Twist my neck to make a crack
I wish I could twist until it snapped
Slit wrist with electronic passion
God I hate the fall

Watch closely as everyone dies
Lost my final farewell, no goodbyes
Cry out the sins of being alive
God I hate the fall

The tears pour like an Autumn rain
Do I have to sing that song again
Innocent splendor, fall of mankind
God damned the fucking fall

Drama

Drama

I won't chase you down anymore
I won't stop you this time
When you say nothing is wrong
I will take you at your lie
I'm so tired of fighting to make you happy

I won't worry myself anymore
I won't even try to help you again
You keep pushing me away so
I will finally give up
I'm so tired of fighting to make you stay

Shout
Drama, drama
Everything is overblown
Every little thing
Sings
Drama, drama
I just want a quiet life

We have this fight all the time
Over stupid little things
You won't let yourself be happy
So you're happy in misery
I'm so tired of fighting to keep you sane

Shout
Drama, drama
Everything is overblown
Every little thing
Sings
Drama, drama
I just want a quiet life

I don't want anymore excuses
I am tired of laying the blame
I am the means that justify the ends
I am not happy with misery
And I'm so tired of fighting

Forgiveness

Forgiveness

Please forgive me
If I don't know how to talk to you
If I share our secrets with the world
If my faults outweigh my good

Please forgive me
When I get upset for no apparent reason
When I get depressed due to the season
When you see my world crumbling down

Please forgive me
For being so damned scared
Of how much we both care
For hiding my self away

I want to blame my parents
I want to blame God
But the responsibility is mine alone
So please forgive me

You Knew

You Knew

You knew I was fucked up
Did you ever imagine that
The damage went this far

You knew I was like this
The child behind the monster
I told you at the start

You knew I couldn't last
Burning up and burning out
So it should be no surprise

You knew I was fucked up
Saw the path I had to tread
To the end of my life

So don't cry for me now
Rejoice and praise because
You knew me while I was alive